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Eyes That Understand (S)painEyes That Understand (S)pain

Rubinstein plays the suicide note,

you take me by the noose.

Breaking down, dancing in favor of my ashen

vestigial,looks, in an
Aragonaise, while
Segovia fumbles to get in tune.

You devastate my moribund, cloudy,
eyes, with yours so dark, lonesome,
Ferocious

with want,

You dance untamed, hair unbridled

Twirling, arms reaching out towards celestial shine.

Such an unbound ache flows, from mine eyes

so absent; dying tears yet
collect, profoundly by the full peak of your
mouth, causing the sting a tra

Breaking PointEveryone has a breaking point
You've just crossed mine
I give up, fuck it all
No more pain, no more lies
I won't be hurt
Not even one more time
You've just killed the last feeling
I had inside
And now I'm just an empty shell
With glassy dead eyes
But the thing you don't know
Are not jet aware
Is that now when I've lost everything
I can do what I want
No one telling me how
No one to call my name
With nothing to lose
I look in your eyes
And you see the danger
Coming from inside
Now i will do
Whatever's in my mind
Not caring about the price
As I'm dead inside

A Leased SoulIt's the sadness that surrounds him
And you look and stare at the scene
Trying to capture what is happening
The loss, the hate, the scream

Stuck alone in his house
Rain pouring down outside
He howls to the moonlight
Fear is just catching his pride

Lost as tears come
He makes an effort to leave
He cannot reach the doors' handle
The scare has left him to his knees

The hours past slowly
The rain beats outside still
Grasping onto the door
He catches the winds' brutal chill

And slowly as he walks
To their favourite wooden bench
The rain there piercing through
The garbage, the rotten stench

And he sits there with her cane
That

Lonely CriesDon't look at me
When I fall apart
I don't want you
To hear my cries
I will always push away
The ones who say they care
It's just sorrow and shame
They care only about themselves
It's just their morality
That makes them pretend

They never look in my eyes
Too afraid of what they might see
Of the empty stare
That won't go away
Scared of the darkness
Of the soulless face
And the hint of a murder
That is always there

There's a placeThere's a place where even evil ones fear to tread
There are infant's bodies buried beneath damp earth
And full of pedophiles shallow mass grave
So that the crows can take out their eyes
They are not dead yet, they shall suffer for years

Do you know that smell?
Yes, that's a one you can't mistake
Sweet and sour, drilling into your brain
It's a smell of decomposing corpses
One you will never forget

And the sight, dark and rotten,
A world that has decayed
There are bone trees with leafs of flesh
With petty little thieves sitting beneath them
Eyes bulging out, scared of that place

It's the graveyard of the murdered
Of deserved

When Sunset Turns to DuskWhen sunset turns to dusk and the pinks fade to a shadowy grey,
And when the light weakens to shadow and the trees become hostile,
When the moon begins to rise and the stars follow and obey,
That's when I flee to you, my love, my fear changing to a relieved smile.

When the creepy creatures
And the morbid monsters
Of the night come out to scare me,
And when the growling gargoyles
And the frightening fiends
Of the night blink their red eyes at me,
When the bloodcurdling beasts
And the terrible terrors
Of the night open their maws to whisper at me,
That's when I beg, I plea,
"My love, please stay with me!"

So we sit by the fire an

Three in Five MinutesDream one was a bright white flash
and sounds of things breaking
I opened my eyes and saw it all.

Now I think that it was me.

Dream two was my child yelling
"Where are you? Where are you?"
I opened my ears and heard it all.

Now I think that it was me.

Dream three was a sudden knocking
on the door in deepest dark.
I opened the door and saw nothing.

Now I think that it was me.

He Made Me SmileHe was like a large teddy bear, all wrapped up in Christmas paper for you. Just when you thought no one cared in the world – there he appeared bounding happy and caring, a gentleman to you.

And he sat there and said such wonderful things - how smart you were and "hey look at this" and you could almost guess what his family makeup was. He had a brother for sure, but no sisters. You could tell by his confidence and his smile that it was internally happy. Just everything about him was happiness and deep caring. And you deeply cared back.

You could get lost in his ways – how he worried about you and cared for you and wanted to be there for yo

Black SwanForever your black swan,
Another shoulder to cry on.
We both know that in the end
I’m just another friend.

Put a price on me,
I’ll pay the fee.
You see me blushing?
This costs you nothing.

When it’s dark outside
And you need a ride
Send whispers my way,
You know I’ll obey.

There’s no way out of this,
It begins with just one kiss.
But if you were to refuse
There’s not much you’d lose.

One friend
Trying to pretend,
One part of you
You never knew.

Cold NightStars bleed through the night
Pierce the velvet, shining bright

I stare up into the unknown
Feeling small and all alone

Hugging my arms across my chest
Wishing for a warm caress

Cold starlight bathes me
No one hears my quiet dream

A Song from the House of Misers

There is a sound from the House
The House of Misers alike

Bitter and gray it rings about
Twirling around the heads on pikes

Its notes scratch upon the door
The House creaking and swaying along

Disharmonious screams to hum upon
Finding where the fallen belong

Wooden shambles hang a loft
All dirt and shadow to create

Musical melodies to join with voices
Throats rasped with dusty hate

Shaded clouds overhang
A curtain above the center stage

Let the orchestra play as well
Its boneless fingered members age

Piano, oh where art the pain?
Broken keys add such a taste

All in House of Misers sing
A river of bloody haste

Puddles o

Necessary StrifeSmash the windows,
Lock the doors,
Steal away in the basement,
And lose yourself in the madness.

Order is corruption,
Chaos is purity,
Follow me, follow me,
I'll bring you totality.

Twisty topsy turny corridors,
Black hallways and bloody boots,
Down we go, into chaos, into purity,
Leave your old life behind!

Under the Watchful Eye,
Wander alone in darkness,
Become one with insanity,
And enjoy your liberation.

Trials are required,
Sell your soul and pay the fucking toll,
Fame is a side effect,
Hell is your reward.

Was it all worth it?
Are you happy now?
Have I satisfied you,
My lovely doll?

Till the Break of DayOh, please be strong
For me my darling
Please carry on
Till the break of day
Oh, please be here
When the light comes calling
Please carry on
Till the break of day

Don't shed a tear
Cause my curtain's fallen
Don't cry for me
When I am gone
Just smile wide
Think of me often
Don't cry for me
When I am gone

And when one night
You hear me calling
Just reach out
And take my hand
'Cause to the Lord
We'll be a walkin'
Oh, just reach out
And take my hand

But please be strong
For me my darling
Please carry on
Till the break of day
You gotta be there
When the light comes calling
And I will be
At your side one day

To a placeThere were Rhododendrons
In the corner of the park
Pure white flowers
Except one that was dark

There was music
Dancing in the air
Right behind us on the bench swing
It followed us to the stairs

This is not to a person
It's to a place
We tossed rocks into the ocean
We left a trace

Strings AttachedStrings attached
A blank stare
With all the pain nothing compares
Those numb hands
That hollow heart
We're all just waiting for our part
The show will go on
The crowd will enjoy
I'm merely an amusing toy
The audience will laugh
And gasp in surprise
We'll come to life before their eyes
We'll run the show
And make them pay
Watching us suffer day after day
Now you're the ones
With lifeless eyes
Stuck in a shell of your own demise

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Life's Bonfire

by ~DButterfly1969, Oct 25, 2012, 4:42:39 PM
Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Songs & Lyrics

When the time comes
And God calls my name
I will make a stake
Of all my mistakes
All dreams and hopes
Desires and friend
Of all I loved
And the ones who left

On the bottom I will put
Tree climbing, first bike
Always alone at home
That didn't feel right

I don't blame you Mummy
You were so young
I don't blame you Daddy
That you worked all the time

Then will go the pain
That ruined my life
And my childhood was gone
And I wanted to die

Next it's time for the people
Who hurt me or left
So called boyfriends
And forgetful friends

And these few moments
So intimate
I wouldn't dare to tell now
What I did with them

On the top of that pile
I will throw my love
Never fulfilled
Never forgot

And the God will judge me
On all that I did
All I've left after
The proof that I lived